* 17/11/2009 † 02/05/2010

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind, I can withhold like it's going out of style, I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone as negative as I am sometimes. I am the wisest woman you've ever met, I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected, I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen and you've never met anyone who is as positive as I am sometimes. I blame everyone else not my own partaking, my passive-aggressiveness can be devastating, I'm terrified and mistrusting and you've never met anyone who is as closed down as I am sometimes. what I resist persist and speaks louder than I know, what I resist your love no matter how low or high I go. I'm the funniest woman that you've ever known, I'm the dullest woman that you've ever known, I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known and you've never met anyone as everything as I am sometimes. you see everything, you see every part, you see all my light and you love my dark. you dig everything of which I'm ashamed, there's not anything to which you can't relate and you're still here...